I live in a soap opera

Well not really, but maybe, who knows?

So much happens,

Drama, intrigue, comedy

The road of life is long and winding

It takes us on strange roads we never expected

It is terrible, magical, the essence of life

Every day a mystery

So great, so promising and a little scary.

This thing called life is more than fiction

Better, livelier, more real

And dirtier than soap.

Believe

When  it is dark, and you cannot imagine the light,

Believe

When you are lonely, and you want to be held,

Believe

When you don’t know what tomorrow may bring,

Believe

Belief is a stronger word for Hope.

Hope in tomorrow, Hope in life, light, joy

Belief is so strong and yet so frail

So easily shaken by the tides of life

But whatever happens,

don’t turn away from your dreams

Believe.

I will cry my tears in silence

No person will have the right again

To make me sad

I love to trust, and  trust to love

And yet I set myself up  to

Fail

Hurt

Cry

I want to be strong,

Independent

Live this life alone

And yet i was not made for this

Iwas made to care, deep and honest

I will cry my tears in silence,

One last time.

I have to find it in myself to be strong, to protect

To guard myself, my heart, my tears

For someone worthy

Someone to care

Someone who will never want to make me cry.